Graduation!!

well graduation is coming up and I am so looking forward to it!!
I can't wait! and the scary part is it is only like 2 1\2 weeks away!
i am excited:) I love my dress , and daniella is gonna do my hair and make-up and I have two wonderful escorts lined up:):) Todd and Darin:) they are both gonna look so awesome!!! I can't wait to see them in thier tuxes!

there is only one bad thing about Grad..it being only 3 weeks away means it crunch time!!! we have to crack down and get those assingments in and make sure we are above 50% or grad goes BYE BYE for us. then after grad it's exam week!! YAY haha not!! oh well though I am looking forward to it being all over and done with!

also with Grad so fast approaching it is time to think of what we want after Grad...like where we are going..or are we sticking around clinton for awhile...or do we need to go and get jobs right away and all that fun stuff! I have an offer of a really good job in Alberta....but...i don't know if it is my thing..It is so far away and I just don't know if I can do it! it's a pretty scary thought. especially when I would need to be there on july 1st! it's just so sudden...a major life change very suddenly. and as silly as this may sound...I think I have to do this because it scares me..if that makes any sense...maybe I am to settled in my life...who knows..I sure don't...i guess I think even as scary as moving away from everything and everyone I know is..I have this feeling I will regret it is I don't..you know?

oh well it's all something to wonder about I guess!!

BUT YAY FOR GRAD... and not so yay for the decisions along with it...but we all have to grow up at some point.

some of my favourite quotes

these are a few quotes that I love.....and that mean a lot to me because they are so true of me....so true.......

1. I Try to hold onto my past so much, that at times it gets in the way of my life today.....

2.I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all...

3. love me for who I am not who you want me to be

4. hope and reality are two very diffrent things

5.to the world you may be one person...but to one person, you may be the world.

6. love is like the wind..you can't always see it..but you feel it.

7. blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting.

8. this above all: be true to yourself

9. A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words

10.love is always bestowed as a gift: freely , willingly, and without expectation....we don't love to be loved: we love to love.

Hmmmmm.......lost myself

I think I have lost myself...I mean I really think that I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know this person....the person not living at home...the person who is almost failing and not grading..the person who doesn't know who she is...I never wanted to be like this..everyone looks at me so disappointed...like I should absolutly know better than to screw up like this..but does anyone see that I am trying????? I AM TRYING.... All I can do right now is do the best I can and after that....it's up to fate to decide what happens to me...but for now...I would like it if people could stop giving me the "oh good..she came to school today" looks and " oh dear She lent car to todd again" looks...by the way people...I don't lend him my car very often...and I trust him in in and thats all that should matter...it's my car and I am the one out a car in the end, so I don't see why it should be any concern of everyone else...but I do know that everyone is only trying to help me...I know that...and I appriciate it...I DO APPRICIATE IT REALLY.I know everyone loves me and is only trying to help me see what is best. I am lucky to have so many people that care:) I am just lost at the moment and when I find myself I will be the Teri everyone Knows and expects me to be...Until then ...please try and Accept the Teri that I am right now...

if your not the one lol

this is a Beautiful song. I first heard it one night when i was not having a very good night:) but eh...the song has stuck with me since that night. It`s called
if your not the one by Daniel Bedingfield.


here read the lyrics and if you get a chance listen to it on youtube or sumthing. you won`t regret it!



DANIEL BEDINGFIELD LYRICS

"If You're Not The One"

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

smile:)

today`s blog will be filled with things that make me smile:)

1. my family
2. my friends
3.books
4. movies
5.learning
6.dancing
7.music
8.jokes
9. a smile from another
10.thinking of the future


all of these things are things that make me happy and make me smile. there is no point in living if you can`t smile:) you know they say ``you havn`t lived until you`ve found something you would die for.

loverly....(L)

well well well lol
life is crazy.... and I don't know what to do and how to fix it....but whatever...I am going to let life take its course and see what happens...somethings just aren't meant to be I guess. but anyways

I love this song!!!! it's called I'm sorry By Buck Cherry. I love the lyrics and just the general meaning behind the song. It's nice to think that I guy could say sorry and mean it....for a change.


SORRY - BUCKCHERRY!

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

well well well lol

hmm well life is pretty docile at the moment. but i bought my grad dress! and I have an escort decided on and I even know where I am going to college:) it finally feels like life and grad is coming toghether:)I am finally starting to get excited!!!!!
All my friends seem to be doing well and I am happy. I want to give a big shout out to my grandpa and my mom who are at the coast right now because my grandpa just had hip surgery. HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER GRANDPA AND I LOVE YOU:)