if your not the one lol

this is a Beautiful song. I first heard it one night when i was not having a very good night:) but eh...the song has stuck with me since that night. It`s called
if your not the one by Daniel Bedingfield.


here read the lyrics and if you get a chance listen to it on youtube or sumthing. you won`t regret it!



DANIEL BEDINGFIELD LYRICS

"If You're Not The One"

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

smile:)

today`s blog will be filled with things that make me smile:)

1. my family
2. my friends
3.books
4. movies
5.learning
6.dancing
7.music
8.jokes
9. a smile from another
10.thinking of the future


all of these things are things that make me happy and make me smile. there is no point in living if you can`t smile:) you know they say ``you havn`t lived until you`ve found something you would die for.

loverly....(L)

well well well lol
life is crazy.... and I don't know what to do and how to fix it....but whatever...I am going to let life take its course and see what happens...somethings just aren't meant to be I guess. but anyways

I love this song!!!! it's called I'm sorry By Buck Cherry. I love the lyrics and just the general meaning behind the song. It's nice to think that I guy could say sorry and mean it....for a change.


SORRY - BUCKCHERRY!

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

well well well lol

hmm well life is pretty docile at the moment. but i bought my grad dress! and I have an escort decided on and I even know where I am going to college:) it finally feels like life and grad is coming toghether:)I am finally starting to get excited!!!!!
All my friends seem to be doing well and I am happy. I want to give a big shout out to my grandpa and my mom who are at the coast right now because my grandpa just had hip surgery. HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER GRANDPA AND I LOVE YOU:)

Lovely

WOW DOES THIS SONG DESCRIBE MY LIFE AT ALL?? hahaha well my biggest news for the week is that I GOT ACCEPTED TO COLLEGE!!! I will be taking my bachelor of arts at Thompson Rivers University in Kamloops. Hopefully this is my first step towards becoming a high school teacher. YES i am going to school just to come back to school but hey ....I never have to grow up that way! and when I come back...I get to make the rules! lol i think it will be good for me to get out of clinton and expierience life. even if I am only going to Kamloops! I might eventually have to transfer to UBC to finish my degree but I think all of this is good for me! I COULD NOT STOP SMILING YESTERDAY! it is the first step after high school that I am taking and it is definatly kind of scary all right. that is why I choose this song. I am just a girl trying to find her place in this world right now.



TAYLOR SWIFT

A place in this world

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
cause I'm still trying to figure it out
don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
trying to see through the rain coming down
even though I'm not the only one
who feels the way I do.

CHORUS
I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
and I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.
could you tell me what more do I need
and tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
but that's ok

REPEAT CHORUS

maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
but I'm ready to fly..

I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
Oh I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
OH I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Oh I'm just a girl,
Oh I’m just a girl
Oh I’m just a girl

Sad....kinda

do you ever feel like you can't stop something?? you want to be ok and you want to be happy but you aren't? well I am in a situation right now where I am not happy and ...me being unhappy is going to hurt two friends....and ....i am afriad they will blame me.I know they will......and its not like I don't know its my fault. It is my fault....i just don't know how to fix it now. I don't know what to do now. what can I do now? Either way no matter what I do...someone is going to end up hurt. And I can't stop it. I can't. It doesn't work that way. at all. so I think If I remove myself from the picture..maybe this will work. I think it will. I think If I just take myself away from the porblem..then there won't be a problem. Maybe I will gain some respect too.

MOVED!!

lol well the most exciting piece of news in my world is that I moved out of 16 mile and I am now living with friends In clinton to be closer to school and work. My parents are busy right now working and calving out the cows they recently bought and are not home a lot. my sister kim is working right now near merrit so she is not home a lot either so I don't like being in 16 mile and being lonely. I will most likely be spending my weekends with my family in bridge lake or 16 mile so I will see them as often as possible. lol so all in all I am happy in clinton right now and I am hoping that I can focus more on my schooling now:) so that is my most exciting news to date:)