smile:)

today`s blog will be filled with things that make me smile:)

1. my family
2. my friends
3.books
4. movies
5.learning
6.dancing
7.music
8.jokes
9. a smile from another
10.thinking of the future


all of these things are things that make me happy and make me smile. there is no point in living if you can`t smile:) you know they say ``you havn`t lived until you`ve found something you would die for.

loverly....(L)

well well well lol
life is crazy.... and I don't know what to do and how to fix it....but whatever...I am going to let life take its course and see what happens...somethings just aren't meant to be I guess. but anyways

I love this song!!!! it's called I'm sorry By Buck Cherry. I love the lyrics and just the general meaning behind the song. It's nice to think that I guy could say sorry and mean it....for a change.


SORRY - BUCKCHERRY!

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

well well well lol

hmm well life is pretty docile at the moment. but i bought my grad dress! and I have an escort decided on and I even know where I am going to college:) it finally feels like life and grad is coming toghether:)I am finally starting to get excited!!!!!
All my friends seem to be doing well and I am happy. I want to give a big shout out to my grandpa and my mom who are at the coast right now because my grandpa just had hip surgery. HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER GRANDPA AND I LOVE YOU:)

Lovely

WOW DOES THIS SONG DESCRIBE MY LIFE AT ALL?? hahaha well my biggest news for the week is that I GOT ACCEPTED TO COLLEGE!!! I will be taking my bachelor of arts at Thompson Rivers University in Kamloops. Hopefully this is my first step towards becoming a high school teacher. YES i am going to school just to come back to school but hey ....I never have to grow up that way! and when I come back...I get to make the rules! lol i think it will be good for me to get out of clinton and expierience life. even if I am only going to Kamloops! I might eventually have to transfer to UBC to finish my degree but I think all of this is good for me! I COULD NOT STOP SMILING YESTERDAY! it is the first step after high school that I am taking and it is definatly kind of scary all right. that is why I choose this song. I am just a girl trying to find her place in this world right now.



TAYLOR SWIFT

A place in this world

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
cause I'm still trying to figure it out
don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
trying to see through the rain coming down
even though I'm not the only one
who feels the way I do.

CHORUS
I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
and I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.
could you tell me what more do I need
and tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
but that's ok

REPEAT CHORUS

maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
but I'm ready to fly..

I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
Oh I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
OH I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Oh I'm just a girl,
Oh I’m just a girl
Oh I’m just a girl

Sad....kinda

do you ever feel like you can't stop something?? you want to be ok and you want to be happy but you aren't? well I am in a situation right now where I am not happy and ...me being unhappy is going to hurt two friends....and ....i am afriad they will blame me.I know they will......and its not like I don't know its my fault. It is my fault....i just don't know how to fix it now. I don't know what to do now. what can I do now? Either way no matter what I do...someone is going to end up hurt. And I can't stop it. I can't. It doesn't work that way. at all. so I think If I remove myself from the picture..maybe this will work. I think it will. I think If I just take myself away from the porblem..then there won't be a problem. Maybe I will gain some respect too.

MOVED!!

lol well the most exciting piece of news in my world is that I moved out of 16 mile and I am now living with friends In clinton to be closer to school and work. My parents are busy right now working and calving out the cows they recently bought and are not home a lot. my sister kim is working right now near merrit so she is not home a lot either so I don't like being in 16 mile and being lonely. I will most likely be spending my weekends with my family in bridge lake or 16 mile so I will see them as often as possible. lol so all in all I am happy in clinton right now and I am hoping that I can focus more on my schooling now:) so that is my most exciting news to date:)

hahah funny......anyone who knows me will find this amusing...

Closets By the Wilkinsons

You say you'll call when the time is right, yeah right
You must think there's something better
You just haven't met her
I should put my life on hold and wait
You'll be back when you're ready
Funny you expect me
To gather dust, to trust that much

Chorus:Baby, I don't hang in closets
Baby, I don't sit on shelves
Like a coat that's out of fashion
While you go and try on something else
I don't stay in storage like your Beatle albums do
Baby, I don't hang in closets
Oh, waiting 'round for you

You say we're moving a bit too fast, that's all
You want me to be patient, selfish expectation
When you decide that my love fits you just right
You want me to be here when you see your way clear
To carry on, that's where you're wrong

Chorus:Baby, I don't hang in closets
Baby, I don't sit on shelves
Like a coat that's out of fashion
While you go and try on something else
I don't stay in storage like your Beatle albums do
Baby, I don't hang in closets
Oh, waiting 'round for you

I'm not a hand me down
Wont be your place to fall
And I wont be around
When you say you love me after all

2nd Chorus:Baby, I don't hang in closets
Baby, I don't sit on shelves
Like a coat that's out of fashion
While you go and try on something elseS
tacked up in the corner
Just yesterday's news
Baby, I don't hang in closets
Oh, I don't hang in closets
Waiting 'round for you
Waiting 'round for you