Lovely

WOW DOES THIS SONG DESCRIBE MY LIFE AT ALL?? hahaha well my biggest news for the week is that I GOT ACCEPTED TO COLLEGE!!! I will be taking my bachelor of arts at Thompson Rivers University in Kamloops. Hopefully this is my first step towards becoming a high school teacher. YES i am going to school just to come back to school but hey ....I never have to grow up that way! and when I come back...I get to make the rules! lol i think it will be good for me to get out of clinton and expierience life. even if I am only going to Kamloops! I might eventually have to transfer to UBC to finish my degree but I think all of this is good for me! I COULD NOT STOP SMILING YESTERDAY! it is the first step after high school that I am taking and it is definatly kind of scary all right. that is why I choose this song. I am just a girl trying to find her place in this world right now.



TAYLOR SWIFT

A place in this world

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
cause I'm still trying to figure it out
don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
trying to see through the rain coming down
even though I'm not the only one
who feels the way I do.

CHORUS
I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
and I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.
could you tell me what more do I need
and tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
but that's ok

REPEAT CHORUS

maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
but I'm ready to fly..

I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
Oh I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
OH I'm alone, On my own, and that's all I know
Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Oh I'm just a girl,
Oh I’m just a girl
Oh I’m just a girl

Sad....kinda

do you ever feel like you can't stop something?? you want to be ok and you want to be happy but you aren't? well I am in a situation right now where I am not happy and ...me being unhappy is going to hurt two friends....and ....i am afriad they will blame me.I know they will......and its not like I don't know its my fault. It is my fault....i just don't know how to fix it now. I don't know what to do now. what can I do now? Either way no matter what I do...someone is going to end up hurt. And I can't stop it. I can't. It doesn't work that way. at all. so I think If I remove myself from the picture..maybe this will work. I think it will. I think If I just take myself away from the porblem..then there won't be a problem. Maybe I will gain some respect too.

MOVED!!

lol well the most exciting piece of news in my world is that I moved out of 16 mile and I am now living with friends In clinton to be closer to school and work. My parents are busy right now working and calving out the cows they recently bought and are not home a lot. my sister kim is working right now near merrit so she is not home a lot either so I don't like being in 16 mile and being lonely. I will most likely be spending my weekends with my family in bridge lake or 16 mile so I will see them as often as possible. lol so all in all I am happy in clinton right now and I am hoping that I can focus more on my schooling now:) so that is my most exciting news to date:)